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Wed Jan 6, 2010, 1:44 PM

Mood: Suffering

Sayonara ami-chan! it was very nice to meet you~
Sayonara people! have a great life~

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Querida Ami.

Tue Jan 5, 2010, 8:58 PM

Mood: Optimism

Hola mi kerida nueva amiga! te escribo por aki con la esperanza de ke lo leas, ya ke es la unica via ke tengo para comunicarme contigo... kiero ke sepas ke pude notar ke NO te conectaste hoy como lo prometiste... y te extrañe! creo ke se cumplio mi prediccion y te fastidiaste por todas las cosas ke te conte =/ de hecho ya sabia ke esto pasaria, pero si estas leyendo esto kiero ke sepas ke de verdad espero poder hablar contigo de nuevo! es un gran alivio distraerme.. eres un angel ke llego en el momento perfecto

seguro tu tambien te sientes sola con tus amigas por alla tan lejos... TQM y espero saber pronto de vos~
(pero apurate pq luego empiezo clases y no tendre mucho tiempo para hablar con vos y ke me cuentes mas sobre ese tal miguel! o era diego? xD )

PD: lamento haberte comparado con ese "perro"? si eso fue lo ke hizo ke te molestaras de verdad lo lamento

no lo hare mas... algo debe estar mal conmigo u.u gomen nasai

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404 - Sarcasm: one of the services I offer.

Mon Jan 4, 2010, 2:14 PM

Mood: Optimism
Listening to: Rose - Anna Tsuchiya inspi' NANA
Watching: My <3 bleeding. Wait! I don't have one~
Playing: RC
Eating: I don't eat anymore.
Drinking: Pills

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Rose - Anna Tsuchiya

_{When I was darkness at that time
Trembling lips
In the corner of my room I cry
The more I struggle, the more these wounds stab me
That broken promise hurt me

Nobody can save me
God, I ask just one thing
Stop this love of mine that's tearing me up

I need your love. I'm a broken rose
The sadness of your song falls down on me
My life is lonely and I've nowhere to go
I need your love. I'm a broken rose
Oh baby, help me from frozen pain
With your smile, your eyes
And sing me, just for me

I wanna need your love...
I'm a broken rose
I wanna need your love...

When you are with me at that time
I chased after your shadow
Running barefoot, stop me
The more I try to shut it away, the more twisted this love gets
Kiss me softly and tenderly

Nobody can save me
Like a frozen rose
I want to sleep tenderly, my tears

I need your love. I'm a broken rose.
The sadness in my soul withers and falls
I'm a little girl, lonely and crumbling
I need your love. I'm a broken rose
Oh baby, help me from frozen pain
With your smile, your eyes
And sing me, just for me

I wanna need your love...
I'm a broken rose
I wanna need your love...

I need your love. I'm a broken rose
The sadness of your song falls down on me
My life is lonely and I've nowhere to go
I need your love. I'm a broken rose
Oh baby, help me from frozen pain
With your smile, your eyes
And sing me, just for me

I wanna need your love...
I'm a broken rose
I wanna need your love...

Well, I quit wirting journals, because apparently I had a stalker researching my life... I hope she's done with that~
I'm gonna start updating this~ I started a new collection of bleeding ulceras it's so fun to feel them growing up inside my stomach every day, like if they were little babies , due the fact that I don't eat or sleep! (I love to collect this things because I loose weight and have fun at the same time! yay!)
I have a new hobby and it involves spending all the time I possible can, crying and inventing excuses for people who ask why. It's so much fun to see how they believe everything you tell them~ xD Oh I'm so creative~ Don't be stupid people! you won't know what's happening NEVAH!
Dad went to a trip and he bought me really nice gifts (clothes and stuff I love) and It's amazing how happy it would make me some weeks ago, and how worthless it looks for me now... haha nothing can make me happy nowdays~
I had the best happy new year ever!! Instead of presents, or hugs/kisses I had a beautiful panic attack waiting for me, with hyperventilation, tears, trembling, vomit and everything . Dad told me I was nervous or that I miss mom too much (¿?). That was hilarious! but he obviously got worried because nowdays he's still asking why did I had that attack. Anyways, It was so fun to fall off on my knees trembling and crying after a very unexpected phone call. My dad got really scared but hey! I was having so much fun!!

But the best of the best thing that happened to me this year was that I lost my best friend. I left him on the phone and he wasn't there anymore when I looked for him. So I guess he died. Isn't dead fun? Emilie Autumn says "dead is the new alive" . And then, another friend also left me, because she doesn't agree with my decisions about life. Yipi!
Well in other news I have to make a 3600 pictures mosaic for my Color class, and I choose Poisson Ivy~ I'm gonna submit it when I'm done. I don't have time for anything else here... but who cares, no one is reading this journal anyways ...

and despite of everything, I miss DA
Take care life is GREAT.}

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My muse is in drugs

Wed May 6, 2009, 11:45 PM

Mood: Miserable
Listening to: Gothic Lolita - Emilie Autumn
Watching: My heart bleeding =)
Eating: Long time with no eating

_{A Lots off changes around here, as a person, as an artist... It must be growing up .. and growing up hurts!

My life is pretty much a mess right now, and that make my drawings really ingenious . I have like a million drawings and none is good enough (to me) to publish (yet). All those drawings are made while I was on the subway or in the church, or in boring classes... they are kind of messy (because of the circunstances), maybe I could upload them to my scraps to share something at least!

...and as always, no time to photomanipulations

My muse is confused D: and she is in drugs or something!! I feel like I wanna do twenty millions of things at the same time: drawing, writting (And I just don't do that), taking pictures, painting... so I decided to do a little bit of everything~
I hope to show you guys something soon
I really get ill when I don't do drawings D:

Bye!

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Whatever~

Wed Aug 27, 2008, 6:36 PM

Mood: Suffering
Listening to: Joushou Gaidou - Miyavi
Reading: College stuff
Watching: Life passing by eyes
Playing: With my hair
Eating: Fear
Drinking: Pessimism

It's been a hard year.

For those who cares, new things are coming... and I hope soon. Photomanipulations take a lot of my time and I can't afford this luxuries now.

I miss my home here on DA
Bye